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Friday, May 06, 2005
i'm tired... real tired... physically and mentally
can anyone save me??
if i ain't got you|1:53 AM

Thursday, April 21, 2005
14th april~
first dae of work... met up wif a fren together go... den we were taught thr how to make sandwich... like which meal muz go wif wad ingredients like tt... it was real fun.. got this fierce lady come ask me change my glove before serving her... i changed and prepared wad she wanted.. she was like keep staring me how i do it etc... i very nervous lo.. den anyhow do for her.. make her bread until very lousy... den quickly wrapped it up... den i wrap till e paper tear.. den i quickly throw inside e plastic bag without her noticing it... heez... hope she's not angry wif me.i worked for 5.5 hrs.. very tired... lolx.
15th april~
hmm.. i was separated from my fren.. means we got different slot... lol.. anyway.. i was almost late.. luckily... onli got to work for 5 hrs todae.. reached thr saw my schedule.. tis coming fri,sat,sun.
friday(22nd):1800-o130[OMG! it will be till midnight]
saturday(23rd):1700-2300
sunday(24th):1700-2230
hmmm,... friday will be till midnight... sure very shagged... nvm.. can take midnight cab back and claim from them.. anyway... i got back to work quickly and surprised tt it was 2 times more busy than yesterday.... haizz... i made a terrible mistake.. got this guy came and i forgotten to put the meat in... den he came back for it and my supervisor laugh till his head drop... lol... so pai seh lo... ended @ 11p.m... tired again...
17thapril
went to NUH visit da b.. dunno why he admitted again... he very jia lat... got so many probs... he also very sad... was with him for ard 4 hrs? took a cab thr cost alot... $15.... heartache... lol... listened t his probs and gave him advise.. den i go back le...
18th april
todae was supposed to meet dee and shirley.. cos their first day skool... we went thr acc them... me and ly.. met ly @ central..den wait for her to hv her pic taken.. den we headed for NYP... we reached thr.. couldnt meet dee cos her break cancelled? den i bring ly walk ard the school... showed her ard.. and brought her to her digital media design center... after she satisfied wif the walk.. we went to find food.. she dun wanna eat from the school.. so we went to the yck stadium to look for food.. dun hv=( den we took a bus to amk jubilee for lunch... we ate japanese food... spicy.. den we make our way back to nyp to meet dee.. den we played bowling... very fun cos i score very high.. den played pool thr too.. my cousin ZW came and played cards till 5a.m with ZH.
20th april
i went out again.. met ly first @ e mrt.. she going clementi for orientation on his job while i was going NUH again at buona vista.... visit da b again... he really very pain... his scar still bleeding lo.. den inside got alot of phlegm... i didnt tok much to him and let him rest while i wait for liying.. i saw a very beautful nurse lo.. how i wish i was hospitalised too...hmm.. ly and i had lunch thr and we went to meet dee and shirley @ orchard... we reached thr early and saw ziyang.. talked to him while waiting... den met up wif dee and shirley le we started to go find the building.. walked for 1/2 hrs under e sun... finally reacher and they got their books... $148 for 3 bks? expensive.... den we had to split up and go diff. place.. i follow shirley to far east plaza to get herfresh box tee... den ly followed dee to pacific plaza to get her pants... and soon.. we met up again and head back home... i talked to sook mei on phone for ard 1 hr++... she very high.. lol.. den tok to dee for ard 2hr 1/2... den all tired le den i go slp.... lol... she d/l alot alot of songs.... hope i can get my com real soon.. dun wanna use laptop anymore...
21/april
stayed @ home catch ants... lol.. i got another job to distribute magazines... either tml night o sat night... really hope it wont clash...zh and zw doing with me... hmmm..okie le la.. i really blogged very long le.. gonna change fish tank... and need to call back cyndee and zw...
if i ain't got you|4:06 PM

Thursday, April 14, 2005
been missing for a very long time le... i'm back! ermmm... my b'dae 2/4 was quite fun... went out with cyndee.. liying.. sook mei and met up with weihsin.. jo.. and her brother.. things turned out not right... ermm.. not worth mentioning anyway... hmm.. fer was back after my b'dae... we went out again... night life.. lol... went eat satay.. we went out almost everydae?.. hmmm... now budget le.. have to stop spending... got a job at lido thr... SUBWAY... anyway... starting todae.. so... after i come back den i blog
if i ain't got you|12:53 PM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005
I HATE MY LIFE NOW!!!
if i ain't got you|8:48 PM

Monday, March 14, 2005
juz in case someone finds excuses not to sing during my b'dae..... joanna!! u promised me.... lol... haix,... my o level result was a total disappointment... dun wanna tok abt it here.... =) had quite a great time this few weeks... i stopped working @ BATs.. it was really very tough and tiring... lol.. todae went job hunt wif cyndee... Our first job is doing road show.. pay quite gd.. $6.5/hr.. and the venue always change... we will be doing it for citibank.. =) have to go for their formal interview during thursday.. hope both of us got in.. ('..') my second job is about charity promoter.. means we have to go ard selling postcards for charity... so.. frens.. better dun saw me.. else u hv to buy from me!! $2 each... advance orders welcomed! haha.. went out wif dee.. liying.. joanna and weihsin two days ago.. went ps de summer spoon.. lol.. e food sucks.. we went to paradign to play pool after tt.. hv to wait for so long... but in e end we got the table... we played ard 5 games and my team lost 4... argh!! dee cheat lo... keep dun let me shoot.. den move e white ball ard... haha.. anyway.. it was quite fun...
if i ain't got you|5:45 PM

Sunday, February 27, 2005
haiz... has beeen so so so busy lately... went to BATS(British American Tobacco singapore) to work.... start as a packer... 12 hrs a day could really kill me... i guess i will be quitting soon! lol.. couldnt stand it.. hmm... yesterday... went out with winniefer cyndee and sook mei...damn fun.... walk 30 mins trying to find k-ster... reached thr we sang 4 hrs... dee.fer and sm realli got high... so funny... lol... very cheap thr.. we each paid about 11.5 onli... cheaper than k box.. planning another karaoke outing soon.. lol.. after tt we went eat steamboat @marina south.. lol..... eat till very full.. cos we whole day nv eat anythin............. haiz... tomolo take result..... so vexed and nervous now.... sian.... dunno how i would score.... blog tml when i take result.... =(
if i ain't got you|3:36 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2005
finally... back again... lols...i'm having fun thr everydae... first dae... everybody come our hse bai nian liaoz... received so much hongbao... den second night we went watch seoul raider.... damn funny.. laugh till i sorethroat... wanna watch it again in s'pore... den after tt we went ard... went penang... when drivin thru the penang bridge... my uncle tell us tt the bridge is famous for suicide... say tt alot of ppl went thr to jump.... eerie...den ard 4a.m we went to a beach in penang... thr was no one except us... so eerie again... we saw lots of crabs thr... 100++ all running ard... when we get close they ran off... very cute..=) second night we went watch move again/.. but this time we r so disapointed... the movie is damn lousy.. and the seat is dirty... we got rashes on our hands after leavin the seats.... we played bowling and billiard on the second night too... very fun and interesting... after movies.. we went 4 supper.. went eat malay food... den my cousin not happy with their service... den scold them....i was so....... pai seh... cos she say till very loud... den bang the table... lol... third day.... my cousin called us go her hse.... den went thr awhile den we go lots of place bai nian.. again,...got so many hong baos again... den at night we went supper with cousins... sit thr chat very long... den we go pLay fun fair... was so dizzy after that.... my dad went gamblin and lost 2 k+++ lol.... very unlucky hor... den we make our way back to s'pore at ard 10a.m.... make a long stopover at ipoh... went shopping.... den come back le... very dangerous while on our way back here..my dad drives with eye half opened... den the car like swaying... lol... anyway... its quite fun la... heard my frens and budd is havin fun last night.... good to hear tt... =)
if i ain't got you|10:26 PM
